What have I done?
I wish I could run away from this ship that’s going under.
Just trying to help but I hurt everyone else.
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders.
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough and all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things, I just wanna fix it somehow.
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?
Can I start again, with my faith shaken?
Cause I can’t go back and undo this.
I just have to stay and face mistakes and I’m gonna make me stronger and wiser and I’ll get through this.
I just feel really alone. I know that there’s a lot of people going through close to the same things as me, but it’s just hard to keep that in mind. All i can think is no one understands. I really want to talk to someone about everything, but then the moment I get the chance, I’m speechless. I want to feel okay.